DISINHIBITION AT THE POINT OF CONVERGENCE

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What I call the Point of Convergence is the place in your mind where the conscious and the unconscious parts meet. It is like you have drawn a line between what is conscious and what you keep unconscious in you. We come to illumination after illumination as we struggle and make the unconscious parts of us conscious. Psychological conditioning and traumatic experiences can cause us to not want to face ourselves about certain subjects. We may have been brain-washed by a religion and we just do not “go there.” These are inhibitions, that is, inhibitions halt your growth at the Point of Convergence. We were made to be Honest with our Self and to each other. Part of the Great Spirit is pure Honesty. The positive voice in our heads is our Great Spirit. We have to struggle to know when our Great Spirit is communicating to us through our thoughts and feelings. The Great Spirit is our True Self. It takes hard work, coupled with the virtue of courage, to face our Selves which makes the unconscious parts of our minds conscious. We surrender to our Great Spirit. With an ongoing constant surrender we get to the point where we recognize our Great Spirit’s guidance. The more that we wake up to our Great Spirit, the more we realize the multiple ways that our Great Spirit is communicating with us. Our Great Spirit broadcasts to us through all of nature. After we reach a high level of Self-Authenticity we reach a ground floor Union with our Great Spirit. After this ground floor Union with our Great Spirit has been reached, the Great Spirit continually prompts us on to be Love. Our Great Spirit, then, mainly runs our given personality.

You become aware of the Point of conscious and unconscious Convergence as you struggle to be mindful of your inner life. You develop a deep sense of interiority. You become aware of the Point of Convergence inside of you. Knowing the Point of convergence inside of you is great spiritual advancement. To heal your Self, you then face the inhibition, or block, that is at the Point of Convergence. You take it out of the unconscious and analyze it consciously. You deal with whatever you have been inhibiting. This is where our Great Spirit has led you. You now heal your Self by talking the inhibition over with our Great Spirit. This talk can be ongoing and take some time. This is part of the awakening process. This Point of Convergence process is the process of Purification. This process is meant to lead us into seeing and knowing that we all are part of our Great Spirit. This makes us sensitive to each other. We are not energetically separate from each other. We affect each other. The Great Spirit is in us all. We are just in different bodies but we are really ONE spiritual body.

Keep Good Company

My close soul mates and I truly love each other. We are so conscious of our Selves among each other that if we sense that we have said or done something wrong we will discuss the subject with one another. We admit when we have made a mistake. This is an ongoing confession to each other. We have an ongoing conversation for the good. This is True Self to True Self communication. This is the Great Spirit in us keeping loving balance between us. The Point of Convergence is always there no matter how advanced we become. When we, in truth, make the unconscious parts of our minds conscious we are creating Union inside of our Selves. We are truthful with our Self and others. We are disinhibiting ourselves. The Great Spirit, then, merges with our personalities and works through us.

Published by Gary Hobbins

I was born in Wisconsin to a Roman Catholic family. My mother June was a talented writer and started her own service club. My father Joe was a Right-of-Way agent for Bell telephone. Joe was an avid golfer and overall sports enthusiast. Joe would play sports with me and I became a life-long athlete. I was known as a rebel and was expelled from the Catholic school I attended at the age of fourteen. I was arrested at nineteen for being a thief and was placed on probation. Around this time, not being happy, I turned inward. I worked at different jobs that did not satisfy my budding inner life. I traveled down south several times reading books trying to find myself. In 1980, at the age of twenty-seven, I enrolled at a local college. I was now in an interesting environment. I was curious about almost everything and I eventually majored in speech and psychology or speaking and thinking. Many people told me that I was funny. I was able to make them laugh about unusual subjects. In the summers of 1981 and 1982, while still a college student, I traveled to Minneapolis and pursued the art of stand-up comedy. During these summers I would write comedy, run twenty-five miles a week and perform comedy at night. I was also a juggler but did not juggle in my stand-up act. I took up Hatha yoga and studied nutrition. In Minneapolis, I interacted with the local up-and-coming comedians. Minneapolis at that time had a small close-knit comedy culture that produced a good number of comedians and some became quite famous. I was making audiences laugh shortly after I started. During this time I was also performing comedy in other cities. I planned on being a professional comedian. Catholicism conditioned me to have a clear inner voice. I had to make people laugh and the only way I could see to do it was to be brutally honest with myself. I thought honesty would align me with common reality. The Sisters of St. Agnes, who taught me, always told me to tell the truth. So I was continually examining myself and weeding out delusional thinking. This became my way of life. One day in 1983, I was alone at my parents house and all of a sudden I had a massive spontaneous kundalini awakening. The awakening of this spiritual energy made me realize my self. I achieved the ability, among others, to see through other peoples egos or read their hearts. I was forever changed. In 1983 there was no internet or otherwise easily accessible information for me to be able to find out what had happened to me. Because of the massive explosion of energy my nervous and digestive system had to rebuild. Due to what happened to me, I changed my plans and soon moved in with my best friend and her son. We lived together for many years. I hid out in college going on and off for thirteen years. I read one book after another to understand what happened to me. I eventually received an M.A. in Speech/Rhetoric and also amassed many extra college credits. Currently I am an investor and forever a student. I am repentant of the trouble I got into years ago and the embarrassment it brought to my parents. People that knew me when I was a kid remark that I sure changed my ways. I went through what I call psycho/spiritual/physical alchemy or I transformed myself by healing the past and living in the ongoing present.

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